Lonely

Right now I feel so lonely and felt like sulking.

I have this big 'thing' that I've been thinking 

about and so eager to share them with mom,dad and bro. 

First they were supporting the idea and now they are not.

Hell,may be its just me. 

I'm always over excited when it comes to this 

new ideas and all. 

And unfortunately my family has never measured up to the excitement I'm always in.

I don't even know where did I get the  overly-excited genes. 

Definitely not from my parents.

Am I adopted?

By judging on their look and mine, I don't think so.

I guess its just me. 

Its just that I always know that I'm destined for greatness. 

You may call me over achiever or show off. 

But its not.

You know when you sort of know. 

I just knew that I'll be someone more than who I am today. 

And the greatness part just won't happen if I just follow on the path that dad has set for me.

I don't want to rebel but I think I've might.

What stopping me from pursuing my plan is I don't want to loose them in my journey.

I need their blessings to get me there.

Hope I won't be losing my favourite gene along the way too: Clumsy. So me.

Thank you for sparing your time,

xoxo!