Another 2 weeks my holiday is up.
And I don't even know if its good or bad for me.
I wanna stay at home. Reading, catching all those DVD's i've bought, cooking + baking and just stay at home.
But that was not how my holiday turn out.
Staying at home with a full-time mom can sometimes be depressing. No offence. This is just me expressing my feeling at the moment.
This followed by that there was hardly a day I actually stay at home.
There was always going to the movie, went to the mall, having lunchdate ( sayang, not that I'm complaining ), and of course dinner with dad.
I don't want to complaint. But this all sound like one, doesn't it?
xxxxxx
Truly, I am grateful for everything that God has given me. And I will always cherish that.
The fact that I still have my family, friends and my bumble bees with me and also being able to go out see the beauty of the city.
But if some one just stop and ask me what i want right now, is just this ,
I want to be alone in the house just for one day, that's it.
xxxxxx
Last night, dad drop the bomb by asking me ,not literally,to pursue my master right after I finish my degree.
I don't want to pursue in anything that regards to extending my education period.
I'm not that smart enough.
Study is for smart people, who have brains, vision or whatever is that sounds intellectual in their life.
I just want to live my life.
Get a job + experience ( lots of it ) + money ( lots and lots of it ) = THAT'S IT!
But life always has a mind of its own..till then.. toodle!
xxxxxx
Wendy, can you please pick me up before you leave?
I wanna fly to NeverNeverLand...
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