Flying Solo..

Asalammualaikum..

This year start off with no resolutions, hectic class schedule and no hot gossips..

And,i'm flying solo.

I used to have my friends with me..those humming birds that never stop humming. And now, i might still have them,but not like i used to. Those humming wings will be flying away in Sec19 Shah Alam while i wil be flapping my wings in Uitm Shah Alam itself.

The first day spending the time unpacking my things in my hostel room was the definition of peace, serenity and...alone.

To look on the bright side, now i sort of knew myself better at those independent moments.

But i will always miss those humming birds..we used to be flying side by sides, but now it feels like i'm flying solo..

And guess what, these are the times when you'll think that having a boyfriend to keep you company would be a nice treat. Accept you couldn't afford one due to my "you're so beautiful in every single way " look and 9am to 10pm class schedule. So, the best option i could think of is having an affair.. actually it doesn't sound so bad when you type it rather than said it out loud.. ; )

Have you ever thought of having one?

I do. Most of the time. The reverie thought will start creeping in my mind when i'm walking to and from class, when i'm in my room , before and after eating dinner and before i go to sleep.

Yes that's true, i'm thinking about it all the time. And trying making sense not to do it, which is hard because there's no reason not to.

Afraid that their partner will get hurt if they found out about it is the lamest excuse i can think of. They were the ones that brought their partner to think about having and affair in the first place.

So,why don't we accommodate them?

Given that some gentlemanly handsome guy wanna hit on you even you both know its not allowed,afraid that his partner will found out. But the thrill just keep knocking on both of you. With him being irresistible and your friends are out if the radar,why won't you?

But after a while,God must have foresee to this anticipated thought of mine, and so later He works His wonders by moving my friends into my hostel and living just couple of rooms away from mine. Having those hummingbirds wings keep flying at myself, i couldn't think of my "affair" anymore.My,my,i must have been really a bad girl since He has to moved them so quickly before i had my plans work out. : )

And so here i was, being saved with the presence of my hummingbirds and God's will..

p/s : Alhamdulillah