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pic courtesy of Lady D

Ola. Its beeeeeeeeeeeen too long since I last update my blog.

I felt like thousands of stories running through my mind right now.

But I feel like sharing the one close to the heart, which are my darling bumblebees. 

Though all the hard and silly times that we share, we've all grew to the people that we are today.

I lost myself in last December due to certain events, and despite everything, Allah SWT has granted me my bumblebees to keep me going on. 

I have them to give me the moral support, unconditional care and motivational words to remind me that life may be sucks sometimes, but we will always have each other to count on.

At the time when I feel so low, I felt the world is a cruel place to live when you still have to move on in life while knowing at the same time that your own world is falling apart.

It felt like the world is suddenly an inconsiderate nature.

And after going through all of that, I'm still here, alive. 

Alive to be sitting by the side of my bed, typing away my thoughts in my blog with peace waving in the air.

I can't say I'm content what I have.
But I am grateful for everything including my health and my family. 

I just wished I could stop feeling the hollow that echoes deep down inside me.

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xoxo!